its been like 2 years since I wrote? too much stuffs in my head tonight that made me decided to write again...

I fufilled my dream of being a model, but I'm stuck in the middle at the bottom all right. Why?
Reason being (due to chain effect):

1. coz the local market prefer "ang mohs", why?

2. coz the local market thinks local models C.M.I, why?

3. coz the words "models" is being overused and overrated, why?

4. coz you get alot of stupid SHORT FUGLY girls who did a few shoots with those "tiko" photographers in Lingerine or Bikini proudly calling themselves models, girls who did shots for BLOGSHOP do the same, guys who do a few lousy studio shots do the same, and the result? whole street full of "Models"

5. what happened next? the oversea and local clients now thinks that local models suck to the core, so they rather pay and engaged caucasian models, and it all goes back to point 1.

anyway, I got so tired of waiting & waiting I decided to just HUM TAM my port in, if you think I don't have the experience, let me learn on the job, everyone started from scratch don't they? it wouldn't tarnish your reputation if you send me for castings isnt it? why? I must admit, the caucasian models are really good, but "Hey!" I have never felt inferior to them, and I know that for sure no one will think "who is this short ugly guy who walks in for casting", fuck care those FUGLY PPL, but at least give me a chance to prove myself?

sigh~ do I still need to pray that I will make it through this judgement day again? FUCK la!!!

quote of the day:

"she crusies through the big doors like a breeze, yet I can't even find my way through the backdoors...

zee"

flew across the blue sky with zee @{ 2:20 AM }

dear people

its been months since my last piece of work. inspirations are running dry, but would try to get back to writing once everything are more settled down.

fyi, my lyricist name would be changed to

rgds
zee

flew across the blue sky with zee @{ 1:14 AM }

met a girl in Hokaido last summer, fell in love with her, but during the last day of summer vacation, she left without a word.
maybe she has her own reason for doing so, or its a "one-night stand" kinda thing, but she never told me.

北海道的夏天

去年夏天.....你像小猫
静静靠在我身边
睡醒之前.....吻了我后
你却也转身不见

又到夏天.....独自回到
鲜花盛开的季节
沙滩上面.....你的脚印
早以消失而不见

|
阳光升起.....大方曝晒
穿透纯白的窗帘
你的背心.....你的香味
偶尔让我好怀念

望出窗外.....夏天海边
好多比基尼美眉
就是现在.....桃花无限
开始了新的夏天..................|

你留下.....的照片.....一直在.....口袋里面
暑假的最后一天.....灿烂的烟火节
点燃了恋人爱的火焰

穿着凉鞋.....倒立在北海道街边
以为能倒回流失的时间
炎热却.....浪漫的.....夏天の恋
转眼间.....为何你就不见

让爱沉淀.....在紫色的熏衣草园
陶醉在属于自己的世界
望着天.....想忘了.....夏天の恋
但你的脸.....却出现在辽阔的蓝天


Copyright 2007 小崚™


p.s. its only my imaginations =p

flew across the blue sky with zee @{ 3:17 AM }